Happiness is far away from me. I see other people. There aren't like me. Nobody. Some people are very happy. But I, I'm in hell. I'm burning. I can't stop anything. I don't have any power. They are asking me some questions. I always say; "I don't know, what ı do, what ı say, or What can I say.." And, they don't understand me. Just They are angry with me. They say that "You're such a silly." You should think about all of the things, And you must decide something. You will be handle. You will be okay. But I don't believe when I heard.