I miss him so much. Today, He didn't take me a message. So did I. And I decide to wait for him. Am I sad? I have no idea. Life is very hard. Nothing isn't good. The corona fucked our life. Damn thing. We are dying, some people see real death, some people live this death psychological.
We are dying. And I'm dying without him and He isn't with me. (I have no idea, What can I do for him. Actually, He didn't do anything for me. But I love him. Damn. I'm stupid.) Everbody dying. Death is real. We should be realized that. We should protect ourselves, our family and people we love.
The last thing, Today I didn't take a drug. Because I took it yesterday. I can handle it without the drug.
See you soon!